Holidays...

Hey guys...I dunno why after such a long disappearence from this blog,I'm here typing another post for probably noone to see cause every1 probably thinks I'm not using this blog anymore...but hey!the holidays have just started and I feel kinda weird for some reason and this is the only place I could think of to just talk about it.As of today,6 Nov 2008,1:10p.m. my holiday starts...

Before school ended...

My class had a last-minute farewell party,we ordered abt 4 large and 2 extra large Domino pizzas for abt 30 people...it was just right..every1 had just enough to eat and there were enough soft drinks too.So we enjoyed pizza and played a fool in class,oh yea!I forgot to mention that before we started eating pizza,we took pictures..usually then u yourself would also be having fun with your friends..but for me...I looked around,I looked at every1 of my friends,taking in all the fun but somehow I don't feel as excited for some reason but I felt somehow happy and relieved,dunno how to explain it but it felt funny.And for some reason,I wasn't as excited as every1 else...but yet...I tried to have fun,I went around offering to take pictures and took some pics with my friends as well...so,on the whole,the whole class had fun..every1 was taking pictures and stuff...and here I am,writing a crappy post to no1 and still feeling a little weird...but there is something that has cheered me up and lately,has always worked...I would talk to this special perosn,talking to this person has always made me feel better when i'm down in the blues or have no mood to do anything...I dunno why but maybe u would have felt the same thing with a certain person in YOUR life.if u have...let me ask u...don't u think that this person is special and amazing?!since i'm typing a post here..i'll let u know that i would really like to thank this person and i can not spend one day without thinking about this person lately...sometimes it drives me nuts but i like it...haha...lol...no matter how,no matter where,no matter when,i'll always think of this person...if those of u who might know who I'm talking about,shhh....u can talk to me in msn abt it...but i won't guarantee u that i'll tell u much though..^^this post may not look as interesting as the other posts that I have posted before...so thx for u time and for reading this post...

_Julian_