Hey...What's up...kinda tired today...finally went to BB after a few weeks...finished my dinner about an hour ago than my cousins decided to drop by for awhile...I was busy using the com and they just like room-crashed me...so I showed them Achmed the terrorist and some other vidoes from youtube...they're only 12 years old and they are already watching this kind of videos..(sighs)what kinda big brother am I anyway?haha...a cool one i hope:]well..i'm feeling kinda moody tonight...or maybe what u guys call it...EMO!!!what to do...when a boy is emo...that means it is caused by a?.....GIRL!!!!a pretty girl though...not only pretty...but kinda smart too...smarter than me as a matter of fact^^some of u that are quite close to me should know who am i talking about...but I know u guys are the BEST and you guys won't tell anyone.(i hope)...]
Should i say more about this girl?Maybe not now....it's just not the right time...plus u might not be interested in this kind of stuff..so forgive me while i talk about all the crap....and if i told u about her...most likely she'll know that it's her and then my nightmare starts again and i'll start beating the crap out of myself again...but...shhhhhhh.....all this is between u and me okay....^^hope u guys would support me...all i can tell u now is that i really like this girl but i don't intend to make her my girlfriend if that's what you're thinking...i really have to stop boring u with all my shit's and downs...but don't mind me...this is the only spot and place where i can talk about all this...some times this is like a sanctuary for me...what a place right?...well i gotta now...have to play ps2 with my cousiees...